Saturday, September 19, 2009

the slumber party, prelude

“You know, Luke thinks that you and I are going to have sex tonight.” She said this casually, as I was getting changed for dinner.

I paused, giggled nervously. “Now I’m definitely going to take a shower.” A couple of minutes later, I yelled, “I have performance anxiety!” I heard Meg laugh in the other room.

Earlier in the day, we’d met up for a walk in the gardens. As the light turned dusky, we’d talked about what we should do that night, and decided to go to dinner.

Then we debated the merits of calling Luke to meet us. I wanted to meet him, for sure. Meg wanted me to meet him, but was worried that they had spent too much time together that week, and that he would feel smothered if they spent more time together. Our compromise was to ask him to meet us for a pre-dinner drink.

As I flipped on the water, my mind started circling. I have never had sex with a girl. Actually, a girl fucked me, once, but I was tied up (and that is an entirely different story).The last time I saw Meg, she was very much her owners’ pet, and Andrew took the lead, encouraging me to kiss her, undress her, and just generally explore her. But I never got farther than looking longingly at her bare cunt a couple of times.

This was different.

In the shower, I shaved and lotioned and primped like I would if I were going out with a guy, not like a night with a friend. Meg said something to this effect. I also consulted with her on my panties. Did she like the lacy ones or the cotton ones? She chose the cotton ones, white boyshorts with pink hearts and blue snowflakes. Very littlegirl.

When both of us were ready, we set out for dinner.

Drinks turned into dinner with Luke, and his friend, Dan. I thought we were all having a pretty good time. The conversation was playful, flirty, and I couldn’t help but be aroused at the thought that Luke was sitting across the table from me, thinking about me fucking his girlfriend. At least, I hoped that was what he was thinking.

Luke was a perfect gentleman: warm, sincere, interested in what I had to say. And cute. I couldn’t help but hope, as the bottles of wine kept coming, that he would come back with us to Meg’s house

I like to think that I’m rather observant, but drinking tends to dull my more subtle faculties, in favor of more base ones. So that’s probably why I didn’t realize that there was a problem until it was too late . . .

4 comments:

persephone said...

you know, even though this night has a lot of painful memories, reading your account (even the foreboding at the end) makes me smile. and "the slumber party"! what a cute name, and kind of a perfect descriptor. :)

Laani said...

O my, what happened?
BTW, I'm making my first trip to Cali, and it just so happens to be this weekend to San Fran for the Folsom Street Fair. I'm staying with a friend who I'm sure will be a fantastic guide, but I recall you attending the fair (last year?), and was wondering if you have any tips or sights that I should check out?
;)

littlegirl said...

meg, i'm just so happy that you like it! i like the name, too. it really is perfect :)

laani, i hope you have a lovely time in the fair city by the bay. i was a little bit underwhelmed by the folsom street fair last year. it just wasn't my cup of tea. but i think definitely check out the stuff on the stages because that's where all the cool suspension bondage and stuff goes down.

have fun, and let me know what you think!

AphroditeRising said...

Things don't always go according to plan, do they. I'm curious to see what happened!